Well the first person I met was my freshman Biology teacher Steve Burner. He noticed I wasn't acting right in class one day. I seemed to not care at all and just seemed to be staring off into space all the time. He asked me after class if I was ok, I wasn't. I just cried when he asked me what happened. Something happened to me the night before that I wish not to discuss, but when he asked what was wrong, I just spilled everything about myself. I told him about how my brother makes fun of me, how my parents side with him on everything and how they don't believe me when I tell them my brother hit me. I'd tell him my feelings anytime something happened. Like one night my brother hit me bad once and the next day, I went to tell Mr. Burner what happened. Whenever my school counselor wasn't available, he was there. He has made a positive influence on my life, and he's been like a "sponser" for my health class goal. He is a great teacher and he has helped me a lot these past 3 years. I'm a senior now and we talk everyonce in a while.

Lastly has to be my boyfriend. I met him last year in band. He is the awesomest boyfriend ever!! When we first started dating, he and I were in the puppy love relationship. But as we are still together... 5 months later. Our love has depeened to actual love than just the "I like you a lot". He learned about my "darker side" about a month into our relationship, which I admit, was a little early, but that's better than later. He's come to accept it and that's what really matters to me. Is the man (except he's not a man man... he's only 15... =P ) anyway... The guy I love is to love me for me and leave the old me in the past and love the new me. He's learned what happened to me 2 years ago on that night, and he helps me with my "addiction" and it's getting better! He forgives me when I ask for it, and of course every couple argues, we argue. But we end up forgiving eachother and moving on. I can tell he really loves me because if any guy can stick with my stubborn attitude and my bipolar-ness and weirdness THIS long... it means something! He has got to be the most dedicated guy I know. And I love him so much!

   

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I worked the ticket booth today... or sort of. I mostly goofed around with Becca and Alyssa and Nick with ink stamps. We had Becca's mom bring us pizza, it was good.
Then Andrew came, and it was good. Hahaha, I sound like God in the bible... "And it was good." =D
Anyway, he and I walked around looking at stuff and got an elephant ear which was really good!! I found out that I got a state fair entry for my Bunny Rabbit I named Billie Joe Armstrong... and just a blue on my 5 hour long (time to make it) diaper cake!! I was kind of irritated on my cake, because it had to deserve at least an honor ribbon!

Anyway... today was boring. As usual.

The annual 4H County Fair starts once again. I've got Photography, Gift Wrapping, Sewing, and a Cat poster.

I did one color and one black and white picture for Photography.
In Gift Wrapping... I'm doing this diaper cake thing. You roll up a bunch (and I mean A LOT) of diapers and put them together to form a cake looking thing.
In Sewing, I made a stuffed bunny. I used black faux fur and made him look like Billie Joe Armstrong with a black collar and a red tie =P
And my cat poster is over ear mites in cats.

Judging is tomorrow and Sunday. I'm nowhere close to done with my Gift Wrapping... but thankfully I don't need it done until Sunday!
I'll be on late tomorrow for updates...